Monday, October 15, 2012

I understand about indecision...

I've heard this time of life (from about 18 to 20-something) called "the decade of decisions."
I think it should be called the decade of indecision.
The speaker was referring to how people my age have to make the most important choices of their lives right around this time.

I understand about indecision
But I don't care if I get behind
People livin in competition
All I want is to have my Peace of Mind
~ "Peace of Mind" by Boston

I'm grateful I know what I'm doing until July, when my gig as an Au Pair is up. But what then? I literally have the world before me. Back to BYU? Study in Germany? Go on a mission for my church for a year and a half? Go somewhere else in the world? Heck, I don't even know what I want to study or do for a living. Ha. Technically I've already started a degree to be a German teacher, but I'd rather just stay in Germany. And do what?
And I'm not the only one with this problem. I was just talking to another friend yesterday who has the same dilemma. And so many other friends don't know what to do either.
I can't even decide how to cut my hair. If I ever actually do get around to cutting it off... It's a love-hate relationship. Pathetic Me.
Remember that scene towards the end of Tangled where Rapunzel and Flynn Rider are on the boat just before the lanterns come out? Rapunzel says she's terrified because her dream is about to come true and she doesn't know what to do next. Then Flynn says "Well, that's the good part, I guess. You get to find a new dream." Time to find a new dream. Or a way to continue my dream of living in Germany. I'll figure it out eventually... right?

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